Brought Angel and Adam to Heart Of God Church this week and we made some new friends from church that are studying at NAFA. 2 year 1s and a year 3.To be honest, im not a very commited church go-er and i only attend it maybe once in a month due to my busy schedule. But that particular week, what the pastor shared on stage was really relatable to me. He talked about being a spiritual olympian, whether we're running the right race and are we going to end the race right.
What he said got me thinking, "am i focusing on the right things? Is the end product what im really aiming for?" and i found the answer to be "no.". I was always procrastinating, pushing my school work back to do other things like work, play and just sitting around and not being productive all the time.
Most of the time, i just feel highly unmotivated and i have this unhealthy mindset that without motivation, i will not be able to produce a quality work. "Then i realized that if im always unmotivated and have that mindset, then when am i going to start doing my assignments?" "i'll never start!"
I started looking for a motivation. I asked myself "Why am i here?"
im here at NAFA to gain as much knowledge as i can before i go out into society to hopefully make a mark as an artist, and i should never waste my time. After i got my answer, i started using my time more wisely and im able to believe that i can complete my assignments on time.
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